i’m hurt. i’m tired. i’m stressed. i’m overthinking. i’m being me.
keep scrolling. this is just a post for me so that i can forget about these thoughts. i’m tired. i’m tired of trying and overthinking about things. i always thought that at least something positive would come out of this year, you know? gah, i guess you could say i’m just a negative person. i’m sorry, but yesterday was honestly a different night for me; different vibe and different environment, but it actually made me forget. it made me forget about all the hurt, all the pain. it just disappeared for a couple of hours, but i loved it. i didn’t remember anything, but at least i was happy. i didn’t think of one negative thought. not even one. i just wish it couldve been safe, something i could do often, but it’s not. sure, you can say that it’s bad and all, but it honestly made me feel good inside. i don’t feel guilty, at all either. i’m happy. so yeah, if you read up to here, please don’t assume anything cause you’re probably wrong. if you wanna know, talk to me. i don’t want rumors to be going around. that’s all i ask, and like i said in the beginning, please keep scrolling.
i guess you could say i did it cause i’ve had enough with my life.
you walk around and you see someone depressed and you realize that it’s just a reflection.